I'm back.. Hopefully for longer this time

Heeyyy guyyss... It's me again

It's Been a while

I know, I know. 

I haven't posted a blog in months. 

I know exactly what you guys have been thinking.

"Has he died?!"

"Can he not afford wifi in his house?... that must be horrible, that's like not having water in your house😱" ... which is dumb btw.

But NO, it wasn't anything humorously foolish like that. 

It's just because I really... really couldn't be asked to write and post anything if I'm honest. 

But it's fine now, you can rest. Because "I'm back" now, so I don't want to hear any complaining.

OK. But in all seriousness, I've just been trying to get my head on straight while bringing some structure into my life. 

If I'm totally honest, I just felt like I wasn't doing anything really constructive with my time and life in general. 

I ALWAYS had no energy and was kind of fed up with waking up at 2-5pm for absolutely no reason (it's not healthy, you barely see the sunlight, like eesshhh). I'd them proceed to lay in bed all day on my laptop or phone, each little to nothing, and maybe take a shower. I promise I'm not unhygienic... life just had ya boy down a little bit. I like to call it UNI & COVID DEPRESSION... 

ANYWAY..

So what exactly did I do to make a turnaround in my life and help me cope a little better in my day to day?? 

Well, I bought a bunch of stuff of course. What else would someone from GEN-Z do?

But this wasn't just a bunch of rubbish and pointless things that I don't need...even though I totally bought a tent, an aluminium foam sheet, a Mifi (portable wifi.. don't ask), and a couple of X rated toys which I shan't get into. Apart from that I also bought Vitamin supplement to boost my energy, a whiteboard, a daily planner and a skipping rope for..you know... skipping. this stuff was all I needed to plan my days out. I would set myself several tasks for a day and write them on the whiteboard and then in the planner with more extensive detail of my day. Things like when I'd wake up, eat, go out, do work, clean, practice my instrument, go to sleep etc. I'd then tick each thing off as I go through the day and X anything that was incomplete. I'd take my Vitamin D and Iron tablets every day with a meal and I'd force myself through the entirety of the day no matter how tired I was. I even tried going on jogs early in the morning and late in the evening. This is how I found out that jogging just isn't for me. But as time went on, I found waking up at a reasonable time and going to bed at a good time easier. I've been eating more and healthier. And I've been generally been feeling more fulfilled lately and motivated. I've been working on a few things with a few people lately. But I'll go into all of that a different day. 

As for now.

I'm feeling better and I'm looking forwards to the future. Lets see what happens